I was sitting in my car on my break in the parking lot. I had my Quik Trip coffee and it was drizzling. And I just had a moment of happiness. I’m a happy person, but I enjoyed the fact that I recognized happiness in the simplest form. I turned on Imogen Heap and I just listened and sipped my coffee. I need to enjoy those little moments more often and recognize the greatness in them.

Crazy to still want something after this long, knowing I could never have from the start. Hate holding onto hope.

Having such a change of heart right now. God is really working on me. I need to drop the gossip and be kind to everyone to their faces and behind their backs.